I was reading in 1 Nephi again, and in chapter 18 is when Nephi is building the ship. It's a story I've heard countless times but this time I somehow read it differently. It's such a beautiful thing when something you've seen in the scriptures again and again suddenly becomes new to you in a personal way. I think it's the nature of truth and perception.
The timing of these new revelations are always just right too. God knows me.
I read Chapter 18 as follows (subbing in the words that were given to me by the spirit. Go here for the actual scripture. "And the Lord did show me from time to time after what manner I should work the [matters of my home]. Now I [Danielle] did not work [my home] after which was learned by men, neither did I build [my home] after the manner of men; but I did build it after the manner which the Lord had shown unto me; wherefore, it was not after the manner of men. And I [Danielle], did go into the mount [or my private corners] oft, and I did pray unto the Lord; wherefore the Lord showed unto me great things. And it came to pass that after I had finished..., according to the word of the Lord, my brethren beheld that it was good, and that the workmanship thereof was exceedingly fine; wherefore, they did humble themselves again before the Lord."
So the words "my home" are vaguely part of the concept I was given while I was reading. It's strange how language works below the level of the spirit. The words "my home" don't adequately describe the feeling I was having to represent what it is I am building. So I thought I would elaborate for the sake of my memory and whoever reads this might get something from it.
Building a home: also, raising my children, living my life, being my best, serving others, changing the future, influencing the world
Yeah...it's a little bigger then just building my home.
The most important part that hit me, however was not this. It was the council I was getting from this scripture.
"The Lord did show me from time to time after what manner I should [continue]."
"I did go unto the mount oft, and I did pray unto the Lord; wherefore the Lord showed unto me great things."
Now this could mean go into the temple often, as well as praying often every day. I believe it meant both. I know that when I pray daily...and multiple times a day, I am helped in everything I do during that day. I am given the tools I need. I'm given more patience with my children. I'm given more joy in my duties.
So the milk spilled all over the carpet this morning isn't that big a deal. If I pray.
And the temple is something I really want to develop a better habit in. It's our 8th anniversary today. Jimmy and I went to the temple on Saturday to celebrate. It was incredibly busy and we didn't get into the session. We decided to do sealings instead because we wanted to go to dinner afterward. I was a bit let down because they have supposedly done a new presentation to show and I was excited to see it. But we plan to try going again this weekend and I'm excited to try to go more often. Because I do believe it would help me to be more positive as I've been trying to do.